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Every month, there is a certain days that I will feel super down. Dan bila hari itu datang aku akan rasa sangat super tak berguna untuk teruskan hidup. Rasa sangat tak berguna. Useless and memalukan. 

Sometimes I want to feel what it's like to jump in front of a moving car.

For real.

Simon D.

There is one time, I keep on thinking. 

How does it feel to jump in front of a moving car. 

Just like the lyric of Simon D.