i tried

i need days off
from people.

Remember Allah

Subhanallah
Wal hamdulillah
Wa la ilaha illallah.

My heart is empty
My life is miserable
My head is heavy

And I know it's all because I am too far from Allah.

Sorry

I am sorry for being born.

Hmph

Stop, don't think. Be positive Shifaa.
Stupid Shifaa, stupid. Be positive.
Stop being negative you stupid human being Shifaa.

I am positive. Yeahhhh!

Start from today

I promise myself and you,
I will not share anything anymore to all of you.

I did not ask for a comment or advice.

*stop* ICANNOTCRYHERETHEREARESOMANYPEOPLE

I'll just keep it to myself then.

Late night thought

My late night thought lately,

I feel like I want to bang my head on the wall
I want to throw myself at the wall
I want to know how it feel doing it.

It just a thought tho.

Entah la

Bila kan, kau pilih kerja yang bukan kepakaran kau
dan bila dapat sesuatu tugasan
kau rasa useless, tak berguna
apa yang kau buat semua buruk

Ya Allah, kenapa pilih kerja ni
nak fikir untuk dpat idea buat sesuatu
Yes, nak tidur pun fikir, 
tapi benda tu tetap perlukan kau jadi kreatif 
untuk benda tu jadi elok.

Sekarang,
aku terasa macam loser gila nak mati
mati pun tak loser macam aku sekarang
buat kerja lembab
tak lawa, buruk

LOSER!

Sekian dari,

Si Loser.