It's been a while
Almost two month, maybe more
I am feeling so down
Everything doesn't seems right
I want to quit my job, I want to go back to my hometown
Just staying in my house doing nothing.
Yes, that's how weak I am
Sadly, I don't have any skill
I don't have a good qualification
I don't think I can go on with this life
Everything feel so heavy
I give up.
It's not that I want to give up on my life
I just, give up.
I don't know what to do.
Oh Allah,
Give me strength
Give me strength
Give me strength
Guide me in this world
I already give up with my life.
Forgive me Oh Allah.
My heart hurt. very.
Don't know what to do.
Lost.
