Not a strong person

It's been a while

Almost two month, maybe more

I am feeling so down

Everything doesn't seems right

I want to quit my job, I want to go back to my hometown

Just staying in my house doing nothing.

Yes, that's how weak I am

Sadly, I don't have any skill

I don't have a good qualification

I don't think I can go on with this life

Everything feel so heavy 

I give up.

It's not that I want to give up on my life

I just, give up. 

I don't know what to do.

Oh Allah,

Give me strength

Give me strength

Give me strength

Guide me in this world

I already give up with my life. 

Forgive me Oh Allah. 

My heart hurt. very. 

Don't know what to do. 

Lost.